Today I wore my X-men shirt I have, not because I love X-men but because I have mutant genes just like them! I told my brother that all proud because I have to look on the bright side of this autoimmune disease. Then my brother so kindly pointed out that I have the worst super powers ever. Thanks for that bro.
My stomach is cramping so much from all the cc that I’ve had in the past couple weeks that I just want to curl up in a ball and cry. The bloating and mood swings totally help it all too… Haven’t broken down crying at all… :\
before you date a girl with a mental illness, remember: saying, “you’re beautiful” won’t balance the chemicals in her brain.
and don’t fucking say, “i’ll be here for you, no matter what,” if you don’t mean it.
don’t think you’re fixing her by saying, “i love you.” because you’re not
This needs more notes.
All of it, but mostly the bolded
This doesn’t apply only to girls!
Neuro-opthamology appointment complete. Now for the drive home. Thank God mom is driving because I am in no state to. I had my eyes dilated for the first time in years. Plan of action is to increase my gabapentin incrementally from 400mg to 3600mg by 400mg a week and try a new abortive for my migraines. Down side is that the gabapentin is the zombie maker medicine until your used to the dosage. Bright side, no abnormalities in my eye and all the pressures in my eyes and brain seem normal. I’m scheduled for an ERG again later and am going to the migraine specialist later again. Whoopie!
Other good news, control the migraines and I could get the eyesight back. And this is turning out to be a more common problem than they thought, the loosing eyesight with migraines thing. People apparently just loose bilaterally not just on one side. Who knew.
Now if only I don’t have a migraine and can think and my mom and I can get along for me not to be pissed at her so much I can’t focus. I hope I can communicate well. Oi.